1
please turn around
this is all of my love desperately
finding itself
2
your ‘first time’ does not exist
but is a state of mind
for example
it can happen with a slice of orange
finding your open gap
or with a horse/
a train to the cold sea
3
who cares about order
clean up the sperm in regard
for your partner or partners
yes girls have sperm
but we call it feelings
4
everything is about consent
mostly no one consents to pain
rain ruins that one day of
happiness you had with your
uncle
or socio-economic factors
mean that you go to prison
so consent is a yes
for this body’s unsealed event
5
you can be put over
if it’s a guillotine
for an injection you lie
things seep
6
toys can be useful
anything from an eye mask
to a tank
7
i asked to be hurt
time team was on
there was so much beautiful
potential in both the past
and the future
there was a goodness
coming out of the desire to
know
and do right
but didn’t
8
everyone has to start somewhere!
next time your partner
drops a wet towel
instead of those breathing exercises
about how you could have done art school
flip them over and spank them
with the soft inside
of your hand
9
sometimes there is room
for a movement in both orifices
especially when you can’t say no
which adds a layer
i have stood in front of the sun
when it was really blazing
and i have been properly weak
i have said take me
even though no one heard
so really i asked the air to take me
and it did
10
wrap your breasts/penis/other
up in leather like material
read john stuart mill
come against the hand
like a cow giving birth
11
i can see how easy obeying is
telling takes the real
spunk
telling is a careful
dance of pleasures
i look at the cats howling
when they do it
and i think
yeah